The nightmare continues

I dont know what the problem is with some people but I have grown tired of trying to explain myself.
Heres the latest explanation.
I am NOT ACTING, I HAVE DONE NOTHING WRONG! I DONT KNOW WHAT I HAVE TO DO TO GET FEDERAL PROTECTION, BUT IM GOING TO END UP DEAD SOON IF SOMEONE DOESN'T HELP ME.
I AM AUTISTIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE AROUND LARGE GROUPS OF PEOPLE AND I DONT FEEL COMFORTABLE STANDING ON STREET CORNERS AMIST THOUSANDS OF PEOPLE GAWKING AT ME.
I AM NOT PLAYING A GAME AND NOW IN AN EFFORT TO REMOVE MYSELF FROM VIEW BY GOING DOWN TO THE AIRPORT TERMINAL TO TRY AND CATCH A SHUTTLE SO THAT STALKERS WOULDN'T BE ABLE TO DETERMINE MY WHEREABOUTS, THE BABY'S FATHER LEFT ME AND OBAMA THINKS THAT I AM PLAYING SOME SORT OF GAME. I AM NOT PLAYING!!!!!!!!!!! NOT ONLY THAT, SOME GIRL HAS ONCE AGAIN COLLECTED CREDIT FOR MY LIFE.
AGAIN MY ACTIONS ARE NOT PREMEDITATED AND I AM NOT A PART OF THE CROWD THAT SAYS "4 DINNER, 4 BREAKFAST, 4 LUNCH, 4HOUSES, ETC." I AM AN AMERICAN DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I AM TIRED OF BEING LIED ABOUT. I LITTERALLY HAVE DONE NOTHING WRONG AND HAVE BEEN FULLY TRAUMATIZED BY WHAT I HAVE BEEN THROUGH.
I WAS SAVING WORMS LAST NIGHT AND THIS MORNING FOR REASONS THAT THIS WORLD WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND. i AM SO FREAKEN TIRED OF HEARTLESS PEOPLE ALWAYS TRYING TO BLAME ME FOR SOMETHING THAT I DECIDED TO SAVE SOMETHING THAT HAS 5 HEARTS AND IS AS INNOCENT AS CAN BE.
SOMETIMES I STAND ON THE STREET AND JUST STARE OFF INTO SPACE BECAUSE I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO.
NOW THE PRESIDENT HAS TURNED ON ME BECAUSE HE MISINTERPRETED MY ACTIONS.
i FELL IN THE SHOWER THIS MORNING AND SPLIT MY EYE OPEN, THERE IS A BIG OL GASH.
I WAS NEVER PLAYING AND EVERYONE TREATS EVERY ACTION OR LACK OF ACTION LIKE IT IS SOME SORT OF GAME. MY LIFE IS NOT A GAME.
NOW KIDS ARE TURNED AGAINST ME AND I STILL HAVEN'T CHEWED ANYTHING. HAD TO STAY AT A MOTEL 6 LAST NIGHT BECAUSE IT IS THE CHEEPEST HOTEL, AND THAT SOMEHOW MADE THE KIDS THINK THAT I SOMEHOW WASN'T ON THEIR SIDE.
THIS WHOLE EXPERIENCE HAS BEEN MORTIFYING AND TRAUMATIZING. I DIDN'T GET CREDIT FOR NOT EVEN ONE THING THAT I ACCOMPLISHED, TARA TOOK CREDIT FOR THINGS SHE NEVER EVEN ACCOMPLISHED. AND NOW OBAMA IS ENCOURAGING THE PROCESS.
wHILE WAITING AT THE AIRPORT THEY KEPT GIVING ME ULTIMATUMS ABOUT IF I WERE TO WALK IN ONE DIRECTION OR ANOTHER THAT THE DIRECTION WOULD DETERMINE WHETHER OR NOT I WOULD BE GETTING AN ABORTION. PREPOSTEROUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i AM NOT ABORTING THIS BABY AND IT WILL NEVER BE AFFILIATED WITH FOREST GREEN OR ANY OTHER ATROCITY. WHOEVER HAS DONE THIS TO MY LIFE I DONT KNOW HOW THEY WONT HAVE TO PAY KARMICALLY.
IM SICK OF THESE PEOPLE CAUGHING AT ME, ITS NOT A NATURAL COUGH, ITS A FAKE, IM TRYING TO GET YOUR ATTENTION COUGH.
IM AN AMERICAN AND HAVE DONE NOTHING WRONG. WHERE DOES IT SAY IN THE CONSTITUTION THAT ONLY 1 GIRL IS ALLOWED TO BE A REPRESENTATIVE OF AMERICA. I HAVE FOUGHT TOOTH AND NAIL TO EXIST IN THIS COUNTRY AND HAVE LESS RIGHTS THAN A DOG. NO ONE WILL EVEN ALLOW ME TO TAKE A LIE DETECTOR TEST TO PROVE THAT I HAVE BEEN TELLING THE TRUTH.
OH, AND THE PEOPLE THAT KEEP CRINKLING THEIR FOREHEAD AT ME, I AM NOT PART OF YOUR GROUP EITHER AS IT HAS BEEN BROUGHT TO MY ATTENTION THAT YOU ARE ONE OF THE GROUPS RESPONSIBLE FOR SOME OF THE SABOTAGE THAT HAS HAPPENED.
I WAS IN THE STORE SOBBING LAST NIGHT BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN UP AGAINST ALL ODDS AND IT FEELS LIKE IT WONT EVER END (AT LEAST IN A POSITIVE WAY) AND ALL I HEAR IS AGAIN HOW EVERYTHING IS "JUST". I HAVE LOST ALL HOPE IN HUMANITY.
HOW IS IT THAT ONE GIRL CAN BE SET UP TO LOOK SO BAD ALL THE TIME AND THE OTHER HAS AN ARMY SUPPORTING HER.
AFTER I LEFT THE HOTEL ROOM, I REALIZED THAT I FORGOT TO FLUSH THE TOILET AND NOW I WORRY THAT THE MAID GOT PAID TO DROP SOME SORT OF BAD THING IN MY URINE TO MAKE IT LOOK LIKE IM SOME SORT OF DRUG OR ALCOHOL ABUSER. iTS HAPPENED MANY TIMES BEFORE. i CAN PASS A DRUG TEST AT ANYTIME FOR THE FOLLOWING PEOPLE.....THE PRESIDENT , THE SECRET SERVICE, THE MILITARY (EVEN THOUGH I DONT AGREE WITH THAT LIFESTYLE) OR MY FATHER. OTHERWISE I DONT REALLY CARE WHAT YOU THINK.
I WISH EVERYONE WOULD JUST LEAVE ME ALONE.
I CANT HANDLE YOUR CONSTANT ACCUSATIONS.
THANK YOU TO THE PEOPLE THAT HELPED ME LAST NIGHT.