Friday, March 20, 2009

Everything you see me participate in is not a game, I was never playing.

AGAIN, i HAVE AUTISM AND I AM AFFECTED GREATLY BY THE THINGS THAT PEOPLE SAY. IF SOMETHING MAKES ME UNCOMFORTABLE, i LEAVE. iT ONLY TAKES ONE MISPLACED PHRASE OR ACTION THAT i TAKE LITTERALLY AND i AM OUT OF THERE.
UNFORTUNATELY, YOU SEEM TO THINK THAT IF i DONT AGREE TO BE "READY" THAT i AM SOMEHOW AGREEING TO "SELL" MY CHILD. ALL OF YOU ARE BEYOND REDICOULOUS. i DONT ADHERE TO YOUR SILLY RULES ABOUT LIFE. i ABIDE BY THE LAW AND DO NOT FEEL THE NEED TO PROVE SOMETHING TO STRANGERS THAT DONT CARE ABOUT ME AND THAT ARE TRYING TO WIN SOME SORT OF GAME.
THE BABY IS NOT FOR SALE AND iM NOT GETTING AN ABORTION. NONE OF YOU SEEM TO UNDERSTAND THAT I LOVE THIS CHILD AND THIS MATTER IS NO LONGER UP FOR DEBATE.
THAT DISGUSTING MAN IS NOT THE FATHER OF THIS CHILD. YOU SHOULD NEVER BE THINKING THAT MY LIFE IS SOMEHOW YOUR BUSINESS. YOU DIG THROUGH MY TRASHM, TELL ME WHEN AND WHERE i CAN BE AND YOU HAVE NO IDEA THAT YOU ARE NOT MY KEEPER.
i AM A DECENT SMART INTELLIGENT AND OVERSTRESSED PERSON THAT DESERVES TO LIVE UP TO HER FULL POTENTIAL. iM SICK OF YOUR LIES AND YOUR ATTEMPTS AT PUTTING ME UNDERGROUND.
iF I LEAVE AN AREA, IT IS BECAUSE i DONT THINK THAT i CAN MAKE A GOOD LIFE IN THAT ENVIRONMENT.
yOU HAVE ALIENATED ME FROM ALL MY OLD FRIENDS AND FAMILY AND i DONT APPRECIATE YOUR CONSTANT ACCUSATIONS OF THEFT IN ORDER TO TRY AND GET ME ARRESTED. AND NO, YOU WONT BE GIVING ME A SHOT FOR A MENTAL DISORDER THAT i DONT HAVE. yoU ARE REALLY GOING TO GO TO HELL. Especially for your accusations of hanus crimes that you continue to blame a girl with no resources in which to pull off a certain crime. You have accused me of everything and a lot of people have used me as their scapegoat. GO FIND ANOTHER FREAKEN SCAPEGOAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THE POSITION FOR MEAN, CRUEL, JERKS, THAT NEED TO USE SOMEONE ELSE IN LIFE TO LEVERAGE THEMSELVES HAS BEEN FILLED AND THERE IS A WAITING LIST.......UNFORTUNATELY.
I dont know why you think that you get to dictate my ability to have fun or eat. I am not in a concentration camp.....or am I? Im always harassed and you never leave me alone.

i SHOULD BE TELLING YOU WHETHER OR NOT YOU GET TO EAT AFTER ALL THAT YOU'VE PUT ME THROUGH. aND WHY DO YOU ALWAYS THINK THAT YOU ARE OF SOME HIGHER CLASS THAN ME? yOU ALWAYS THINK THAT BECAUSE YOU PUT ON A GREY SHIRT THAT YOU ARE SOMEHOW SOME SORT OF ROYALTY? PLEASE, YOUVE NEVER EVEN STEPPED OUT OF YOUR OWN TIME ZONE OR SPENT 30 DAYS SLEEPING ON THE STREET, OR STARVED YOUR ASS OFF, OR FROZE IN THE SNOW FOR YOUR SUPPOSED "KINGDOM" AND YOU EXPECT ME TO REALLY TAKE ANYTHING YOU SAY SERIOUSLY. tALK TO ME IN 5 YEARS AFTER YOU HAVE SURVIVED WITH NO RESOURCES AND THEN MAYBE I WILL ENTERTAIN YOUR STATEMENTS THEN. UNTIL THEN, I HAVE NO RESPECT FOR YOU.
CARHEART PEOPLE, LEAVE ME ALONE. i AM NOT ONE OF YOU.
STOP STALKING ME.

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