Friday, February 27, 2009

Im asking you nicely to leave myself alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have done nothing wrong. I am traveling and have "Annies" people and MTV and the secret service stalking myself. I am trying to live my life and because of your selfish games my life is being destroyed. I am tired of you lying to get your way. My life is not a game for you to be playing with. I cant seem to get MM, 50 cent or Dr. Dre out of my life. No, its not a race thing either, dont even take it there, but when a group of multimillionaires get together and decide that they wont leave some poor girl alone because they know they lied about her to get "Annie" in, and they know that they have been using her the whole time and giving nothing back in return, I have to say ..... "get the hell out of my life and find someone else to rob blind of everything they ever had going for them. They are also stalking myself. I am not some sort of toy for you to approve or disapprove of. You are destroying my existance with your games. I am not guilty of anything, I am traveling because I am pregnant and trying to find a home for myself and the baby. I am tired of having to move because of the stalking.
Once again, your dumb rules about food dont apply to myself and Ive had it with your constant intrusion in my life. I dont believe in chopping off hands or fingers for the millionth time and wish to be left alone by people that are attempting to retaliate against myself for things that I have no knowledge of.
I should not have to be forced to live my life according to your rules as long as I obey the laws that is all that matters. I dont want "2" and as a matter of fact I just want you to get the hell out of my life with your threats and your hurtful games. I will not live according to rediculous rules as I am not some sort of criminal.
You continue to lie about everything that is real. You recently lied and said that I had been drinking and now I am being accused of "knowing" something that I dont know. I have the right to live my life without your constant accusations. Go brand someone else! Speaking of....Gee, why are you still attempting to be in my life, I dont understand. You treated myself as if I was some sort of problem for you when I was around and now that I am back in my own country and on the other side of the continent, you suddenly act like you have the right to "pimp" myself. Who the hell do you think you are! I will never prostitute for you or anyone else.
Thats the other thing, my geography should have nothing to do with whether or not I get paid for my accomplishments. YOu want to give myself a home because I deserve it, fine!, but by no means should that change based on where I travel to. Again, you games prevent people from being able to live a normal life. I am tired of having to travel.
I had some big dumb man from the sheriffs dept. say "you did" to me today. I did what? Dont you people get a life? I didn't do anything. I am just trying to make the best of a bad situation, you people are taking the joy right out of life.
This isn't over yet. I wont allow you to get away with taking a life right out from under my child and myself. You should be thrown in a federal penetentiary.
I am asking kindly for you to find someone else to harass. I am retired from your ways of life, its time for myself to live the life I WANT. I wont let you waste another 5 years of my time.
I am pregnant and have cravings right now so if you see myself eating things that you dont agree with, too bad.
I was brought up decent and with morals, you are going to see what kind of person I really am.
I dont want "A" or "2" get it out of your minds. I am a real person with real feelings and I am not here for you to touch, no matter what direction I travel. North, south, east, or west I will never be your freaken "fancy" and I will never be your escort. I am a decent woman that deserves more than that. I am having this baby and in the process suing news stations and television shows for broadcasting false information in the process. By the time Im done you will be saying your sorry
Get out of my life everyone that doesn't belong there. I am not here to pass your tests. I am an heiress and Im not dumb so dont think that I have a question of my own worth. NO, I dont mean in the sense that I am "okay" either, no I dont have to "find" myself. Only problem for myself is that some other person has decided not only that she wanted what I had but now has actively tried to STEAL my own life from myself. I have money that I have made on my own that I am owed and I also have an inheritance. I am tired of your constant need to try and take from myself what isn't yours. You cant decide that you want to take over someones life and destroy theirs in the process.
April as usual has been lied to. Only problem with April is that she is now used to being the only heiress in charge, she doesn't know that I KNOW who I am. Thats okay cant blame her for trying to keep it a secret. I have nothing against her but she knows better than to treat myself as if I have no worth.
And for all of you obsessed with telling the world that I am always "coming" or accusing myself of such activities, your crack pots! You are the most rediculous group of people I have ever met. You think everything is about an orgasm. I am 34 years old and I assure you am not attracted to your child but am documenting every incident of verbal harassment that is technically considered sexual harassment. Keep pushing myself and you will find yourself asking someone to "come" get you out of jail. I wont let you get away with tarnishing my reputation. I am not some sort of freak for you to make a show out of.
I also have news for you, I am pregnant and why would I be wanting to drink. I am tired of you thinking that you own myself. I am a regular person IM ADVISING YOU TO STOP TREATING MYSELF AS IF I AM SOME SORT OF CRIMINAL IN SEARCH OF REDEMPTION. I HAVE DONE NOTHING WRONG AND WONT LIVE UNDER YOUR "RULE" I SHOULD BE ABLE TO EAT OR DRINK NO MATTER WHAT AS I HAVE NEVER NOR WOULD EVER TRY TO HURT SOMEONE. I WONT LIVE AS IF I AM GUILTY UNTIL PROVEN INNOCENT, THIS IS AMERICA AND I AM INNOCENT BECAUSE THERE IS NOTHING THAT I AM GUILTY OF. AND AS A MATTER OF FACT IF YOU ARE LOOKING FOR SOMEONE TO "TRY" IN YOUR COURT OF LAW YOU MIGHT START WITH THE PEOPLE THAT ARE ATTEMPTING TO SET MYSELF UP. I HAVE OFFERED TO TAKE A LIE DETECTOR TEST, NO ONE HAS ALLOWED IT, BUT i DONT SEE THE ONES THAT ARE DESTROYING MY LIFE ATTEMPTING TO PROVE THEIR INNOCENCE AS THEY JUST THINK THAT THEY WILL GET AWAY WITH IT.
Im also suing everyone that falsely reported that their was something wrong with my mental health in order to secure funds out of my trust and out of my personal earnings.

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