sassparent: I guess someone wanted to marry this girl and I didn't even know it.

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

I guess someone wanted to marry this girl and I didn't even know it.

I highly doubt that they would want to marry this girl now that they know that I am pregnant. Is that why everyone was denying my pregnancy? Because someone wanted to marry this girl. I have the worlds worst timing ever. Oh well, cant blame the man for not wanting a pregnant girl. Whats really funny is I never, ever have sex and now I am pregnant.
I really would prefer to tell the truth rather than lie. If that means the man dumps this girl then he really didn't love this girl at all if he wasn't even willing to have a conversation and ask if I wanted to be with him. Thats alright. At least my kid will love unconditionally. The man dropped me like a hot potato as soon as he found out.

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They keep forgetting to tell you that I am autistic and have aspergers syndrome.

Aspergers syndrome is often misdiagnosed as schitzophrenia because autistic people have to mirror behaviors and that is mistaken for having an "alternate" personality. Autistic people look to you to learn an action or a behavior (mirroring) because they dont know how to manufest the behavior or action on their own. An example is on my own I look funny when I run, but if I look to my junior high school friend as a physical mirror then I can "adopt" her way of striding, so that I look less awkward. Same thing goes for words and likes and dislikes. Sometimes I have had to look to my friends for guidance and when someone realizes that I am a combination of a multitute of "friends" they mistake that as having "personalities". Example would be anyone that moves here from a different country and can learn english but dont know some forms of slang. I am very litteral, I know english, but the grey areas (ie, the slang) have been taught to this girl by my friends. That is autism, they dont know slang and everything is litteral, very few grey areas, we have to be taught to loosen up. That is not the same as having an alternate personality.